Friday, April 6, 2012

You're enchanting to me!

I'd the best of both worlds when I met you. I spent my whole time in building our moment for unselfish reason. Everything was sailing perfectly. Until something unsavoury part came in the midst of our merriment journey, it blew everything. When I see you, the smile you'd on your face is now vanished. You wear fake smile. You're no more of your own, and you seem lost in somewhere. You talk as if we both are stranger to each other. You feel I make you feel suffocation when around, but you fear to confess. You feel I've locked you in the chain, but it isn't true. You just wanted to run away from me, but you fear. Your eyes tell me something isn't right. Yet, you deny that nothing is wrong with you. But I know it's a lie. Maybe I've wounded your heart with some insincere words. You now don't believe me like you did before. But I've always been faithful to you. And I've always protected you from bad talk. I feel now so sorry seeing you broken-heart. Wish I could return your smile to you again, but I'm finding so hard to fix it. Heaven wouldn't forgive me ever what did I do to you ... I feel I'm so selfish ever not to understand your trouble. But I never hurt you ever, yet I've brought you tears in your eyes without knowing. Oh, I'm so selfish ever not to understand what went wrong between us lately. I'm trying hard to win your heart back. I feel I'm so defeated without you. But I know you wouldn't believe me ever, 'cause I stole your heart without confessing to you. My hopes of making our moment into dream now all gone west. Thought of seeing you again sustained me throughout my trouble, but I wouldn't think of you. The fairy-tale dreams I'd, is now just a bitter dream. All I can say you're enchanting to me since the day I met you. All I just want to see you stay beautiful and open your heart. I wouldn't make you feel suffocation ever. Nor I wouldn't make you cry again. You don't have to say goodbye to me 'cause I'm leaving you alone for good. All I just want you to stay beautiful and open your heart. And all I just want to see you charm the world with your beautiful smile. You're enchanting to me, 'cause you're the only best friend ever I've. Yet, I'm losing you.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

You're my Angel.

Your charm get me distracted. It's hypnotic and you left me breathless since the first day your innocent gaze met mine. It was an eternal moment. I remembered, still.

Seeing you dancing on your tiny feet uplifts my happiness.
You fuel my desire to hold you in my arms. I can't ignore that ignited flame. Nor I'd let it to dissolve in a mean way.

When I look at you, you flutter your eyes like butterflies. I can't just take off my eyes from you. You're my angel. You're gift from God.

I let myself in to read you more attentively. Your existence is now a part of me.
Seems like my heart is locked into you for an eternity.
My love for you protects you from sin.

You open me the door of heavenly life. That I've never had seen it before. You turned my night into day. I now yearn to stay in there with you ever and forever.

Your tender smile makes my day beautiful, again and again. You're everything to me. You're my angel. You're gift from God.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

She was a fat man's daughter, I'm a small town boy!

I'm a small town boy
Living in, with a beautiful dream.
Travelled to a city.

Wears sleeveless shirt and worn-out jeans.
Wears cheap shoes and cheap perfume.

Walk on the road,
with a high-head on.
A dreamer, with a big smile on my face.
I don't stop believing it.

On a college night party,
Saw her for the first time.

She wears red gown,
with red high heels on.
Looks taller than she was.
A matching diamond ear-rings and a necklace,
Defining her a true angel like.

Her shadow searched me in the night.
Like a singer I wanted to voice my inner-thought.

Wanted to have a date,
but she was a fat man's daughter.
I'm a small town boy.
A dreamer, with a big smile on my face.
I don't stop believing it.

Working hard to get my day.
Wanted to have a thrill.
Pay up anything to roll the dice of my life.

I heard one day, she got
engaged to a snotty man.
I cried on and on and on.
Living just to find emotion.
Hiding myself from the world.

Her shadow searched me in the night.
Goes on and on and on.
Like a singer I wanted to voice my inner-thought.

Wanted to have a date,
but she was a fat man's daughter.
I'm a small town boy.
A dreamer, with a big smile on my face.
I don't stop believing it.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Love is mystically beautiful, but a bad dream too!

When I saw you for the first time, I felt love.
It was beautiful.
Felt like I was lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent.
Felt like flying, in a timeless dream.
I could touch, discover you.

You've got, me almost melt away with
your most unbelievable starry eyes I've ever seen.
I lay there, under a wide blue sky with pure white stars,
staring at me.
Exotic sweetness pour into me, found myself lost in a magical time.

That says you'll love, love me forever but never stop.

Begin to dream,
vivid and bluish crystal dream.
It was beautiful.

A cold rush of wind came from north,
Its lightning touch blew us apart.
I kept falling into a deep soulless world.

You've lost me now.

You've lost me now.
You were gone before I could hear you
whispering, you'll love, love me forever.

I broke into pieces.
I felt a sharp mortal pain inside my heart.
All I was left with nothing, but a sad-tale to tell.

Tears are now in my eyes.
You've left me before I could hear you
whispering, you'll love, love me forever.

She had a way of making you believe!

Winter's on.
White foggy lights all around,
bound to chill you to freeze.

You're in your bedroom,
dreaming.
Music's set on, melody voice flows in, like heatwave.
You feel, wanting to dance.

An angel of every soul's dream
walked in,
Your eyes caught on her spell.

The way she moved, it was a sin.
Make you always wanting for more.

She had a way of making you believe, with her ballad dance.

She now locked your innocent heart upon her spell completely.

Your breath now, grew deeper & deeper.
You cannot speak nor move,
but got locked upon her spell.

She placed her arms in your arms,
and slowly danced you away with her.

She finally inspired you to deeds.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Perfect glorious moment!

The other night I was on my top of the world. I felt a huge burden uplifted from me. I felt all the earth’s happiness overwhelmed me after experiencing the greatest test, & indeed I succeeded in it & I emerged as the victorious after several attempts. Every single nights I used to wonder & lost in deep thought would ever I may master the great test that was laid before me. Perhaps I thought that I’d unsucceed the test & a lingering fear always dominates me inside & so I do get weaken inside. But the inherited blessing of me & to overcome the fear helped me a lot. It encouraged my soul to stand tall & walk talk even in fearsome situation. And this night I indeed did manage to master the complicated work as the night was my night, a perfect pleasant night to say ‘cause I ultimately succeeded in mastering the test which I was always wistful & desirous to learn the tricks. Finally I’ve done it with a perfect glory & with no qualm. I quickly mastered all the tricks to tame the beast that was so wild yet it was adorned with many hidden treasure & always tempted me to ride on it.

The fact I’m talking about my great experience in learning to ride the beast which was my passionate game-motor-bike. Now I’ve a belief & confidence in me that I could ride this beast through the big path all alone with pride & no fear. This was my great experience to ride on the beast every moment of my life. This was my coveted dreams & finally I’ve fulfilled it by enjoying the great ride!

Friday, July 17, 2009

My beautiful dream!

The other day I was just strolling leisurely in a nearby garden when my eyes caught a hawked-eye was on me. I was a bit shaken & wondered who could be that hawked-eye. A thought came in me- Why I’m attracted to its attention & many endless questions? After sometime I realized, a slim tall lady was making a small pace towards my direction. I still couldn’t recognize who she was. Finally, she was almost facing me with a pleasant smile & her lovely eyes were twinkling brightly. I noticed that she’s a long blonde hair wearing simple expression & her face radiating brightly seeing me as if I’m known to her. She’s lovely blue eyes with an innocent gaze. Her fair complexion shone magnificently. I was almost fall for her magnificent body seeming a divine aura that she possessed. I was bewitched & captivated by this. I couldn’t utter a word to ask her who she was. And I guess she was very much elated for meeting me after a long laborious day or maybe she’d missed me a lot for many days. Maybe she always thought to have this beautiful moment to be with me alone surrounding only the serenity of that beautiful nature or perhaps, ever she might have wished for. And the day has finally arrived & her wistful longing took a magnificent shape. So she seemed very much elated & enthusiastic for having a special moment with me. Seeing her magnificent delicate body I was just wondering wish I could kiss her lovely rosy cheeks & her perfect luscious lips, and then I could have a pride for having such wonderful moment. She seemed to know my longing intention & so she read it all that was formed inside my mind. At that moment she leaned her face towards me & she put a delicate kiss on my lips. I felt a warm kiss in me filled with honey & it tasted sweet. I never tasted such sweetness what now I had now.

As I was having this beautiful moment suddenly I felt a sharp pain on my body. This pain caused me to realize that I was actually attacked by my next door neighbor’s three old baby son. He just planted a sharp pain kiss to wake up me. He does this to me every morning when I don’t get up from the bed. It was morning when I awoke from the bed & realized that the sun began to rise & I felt its warm rays were coming through my windows. The rays had flooded my whole bedroom & its serenity was lost in those white lights. I was pretty angry at him for doing this little nuisance to me but I couldn’t say anything to him as I really adore & love him very much. Anyhow I made up my mind not to hurt him after all he was just a little baby & my best friend! But he messed up my whole beautiful dream that I thought was real. Perhaps, such beautiful everlasting moment that I longed every second of my life would ever going to happen someday. And I’m very much wistful & believe it would happen. While, such dreams may happen again, so I again retire to my cozy bed once again. And let the next dream become a reality, and I meet my lovely dream princess! The next time I won’t let myself to miss of her beautiful kiss that I’m longing!